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I went to bed at 1:33am. At 3:20am, after nearly two hours and two nights of spending upwards of three hours every night trying to go to bed, I quit. Hopefully, if I stay awake until I'm to tired to sit up and then still drag my ass out of bed at the same time, my body with do the auto-reset/reboot thing where it has to go to bed earlier or my head asplodes. I hope. I have a week to get this sleep thing right. Of course, at the age of 21, one would assume that I had already figured it out. I haven't had this kind of trouble sleeping since around eighth grade. 'Course, usually I run myself too hard not to eventually just crash out. Silly body not being able to cope with boredom and less stress...So, I guess I'm gonna work until my eyes won't stay open anymore.


::edit:: 6:00am
NOT ASLEEP YET!!! *maniacal giggles* So, I've now worked about ten hours of the last 24 and slept about 5. Whee!

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I Cannot Hide What I Am

I must be sad when I have cause and smile
at no man's jests, eat when I have stomach and wait
for no man's leisure, sleep when I am drowsy and
tend on no man's business, laugh when I am merry and
claw no man in his humour...
I had rather be a canker in a hedge than a rose in
his grace, and it better fits my blood to be
disdained of all than to fashion a carriage to rob
love from any: in this, though I cannot be said to
be a flattering honest man, it must not be denied
but I am a plain-dealing villain. I am trusted with
a muzzle and enfranchised with a clog; therefore I
have decreed not to sing in my cage. If I had my
mouth, I would bite; if I had my liberty, I would do
my liking: in the meantime let me be that I am and
seek not to alter me.

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