We're Always Proving Who We Are...

So tired. So done.

I've hit the wall of I-just-don't-want-to-do-anything-anymore. I want to sleep and eat and read and ignore everybody. Which I can't do, 'cause Convocation, Graduation, Organ Recital. After the organ recital I can finally, finally rest. Like actual rest.

My body is kind of upset withe me over the last week or so and it just wants to not have to worry about things for a while. Convocation is definitely no big deal. Graduation is just sitting, probably not even really paying attention except during the actual graduating part. I'm a little freaked out about the organ recital. Y'know, me and the being onstage, especially when I'm not exactly sure what I'm doing is not exactly the happiest thing. We'll see.

For tonight, sleep and maybe some reading. For pleasure.

Hurts all over. I'm basically done in here, just a little sweeping and the end of moving to do. This room is so impersonal. It's worse than a hotel room because it has nothing. It's just white. Ew. I wonder a little if some of my emotional problems this year had to do with the fact that I never decorated my room or personalized it, other than being messy. It's all very institutional. White on white. It just makes me twitchy. Like I'm less than a person in this empty echoey blank space. *Shudders a little*

Anyway, I'm gonna sleep now, 'cause my body needs some kind of rest before I haul off to do this again tomorrow. The plan:

Wake up at 10, gather greenery for Arcadia model.
Eat at 11:30.
12-2 Scene design final.
2-4 Finish moving
4:15 Send absolute final draft of 16th-Century Brit Lit paper to Peter
4:30-6 LavGrad
6 Do final touches on room cleaning
7 Checkout
7:30 Fall down and stop moving

Convocation at 2 on Saturday, apparently they recognize summer research grant people, so I have to be there.

Graduation and racetrack0's organ recital on Sunday. And then it's finally, finally, finally all done.

So OMG TIRED.

Got up, rehearsed for organ recital on Sunday (I'm registrant). Wrote first rent check. Grabbed food. Started the real moving process. akumakei is love for hauling stuff and driving hither and yon. Now, I must pack more.

lornelover, what are you doing about greenery for your model? I need to find some in scale vegetation.