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Oh, look who's up. And not tired. Which is why sleeping until 6pm isn't necessarily a good thing.

I'm kind of down at the moment, it's a rough time of year, as I've said before. Yesterday was the tenth anniversary of my paternal grandmother's death of ovarian cancer. I remember how I used to spend the night at my grandmother's house and she would have chocolate chip muffins for me for breakfast and then I got to swim in the pool at her retirement complex. She had Rocky and Bullwinkle on tape and I got to watch them when I was at her house. She watched Empty Nest in the evenings and I sat on her bed and watched it with her. In the mornings when I first woke up, I got to snuggle with her.
Today is the seventh anniversary of my maternal grandfather's death of unknown causes. He was the photographer in the family. He and my grandma traveled all the time and he always came back with rolls and rolls worth of slides. Every so often, when he wanted, he would pack me special lunches for school. He packed the best lunches. Tuna sandwiches, exactly the way I liked them, and carrots and a can of Kern's nectar and potato chips and a chocolate chip cookie. It was alway exciting to get to the lunchroom and find a grandpa lunch waiting. He always had to run through everyname in the family to find the name he wanted, but we always seemed to know who he meant.
I love them both so, so much and I miss them a lot.

Date: 11/7/05 03:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cupiecake.livejournal.com
i miss my gramma too, because grammas are cool. :(

i have a 'grandmother' but that's not the same. i figure it's only by blood, except she did teach me how to crochet which is a grandma thing. but... it never was the same.

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I Cannot Hide What I Am

I must be sad when I have cause and smile
at no man's jests, eat when I have stomach and wait
for no man's leisure, sleep when I am drowsy and
tend on no man's business, laugh when I am merry and
claw no man in his humour...
I had rather be a canker in a hedge than a rose in
his grace, and it better fits my blood to be
disdained of all than to fashion a carriage to rob
love from any: in this, though I cannot be said to
be a flattering honest man, it must not be denied
but I am a plain-dealing villain. I am trusted with
a muzzle and enfranchised with a clog; therefore I
have decreed not to sing in my cage. If I had my
mouth, I would bite; if I had my liberty, I would do
my liking: in the meantime let me be that I am and
seek not to alter me.

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