Jun. 12th, 2006

bardic_lady: (swing)
A meme, gakked from [livejournal.com profile] elizibaby:
Answer these questions in 2 words!

1. Yourself: focused problems
2. Your car: my feet
3. Your Hair: split ends
4. Your mother: mum ma'am
5. Your father: loves me
6. Your Favorite Item: laptop love
7. Your Dream Last Night: nightmares again
8. Your Favorite Drink: vitamin water
9. Your Dream Home: self-designed estate
10. The Room You Are In: comfortably stressed
11. Your Pet: all stuffed
12. Your fear: always failure
13. Where You Want to be in Ten Years: shakespeare festival
14. Who you hung out with last night: annoying housemate
15. What You're Not: popular genius
16. Your Best Friend: far away
17. One of Your Wish list Items: video iPod
18. Your Gender: all female
19. The Last Thing You Did: watched TV
20. What You Are Wearing: favourite bra
21. Your Favorite Weather?: warm sun
22. Your Favorite Book: Tam Lin
23. The Last Thing You Ate: chicken nuggets
24. Your Life: mercurial wit
25. Your Mood: still troubled
26. The last person you talked to on the phone: Grandma Shirlene
bardic_lady: (dreams)
Ow. Ow. Fucking OW.

I have a giant infected sore on my lip where I bit it. It's swollen, it hurts like hell, and I can't really move my mouth, which precludes eating and talking. Which is a bitch.

I slept poorly, as usual, horrific nightmares about corpses being stolen from their caskets and dimension hopping and looking in the mirror to discover huge burnt pustules all over my chest. Ew, ew, very very ew. Pretty sure I screamed in my sleep again.

I think there was a happy dream in there somewhere and it involved due South bloopers and PG and CKR naked.

Went to the library for more Orbis books, ran into Mike and talked to him for a bit.

Housemate has a guest coming this evening, we'll see how that goes.
bardic_lady: (hanging on starbuck)
Oilers lost. Suck.

Housemate and friends are playing darts. I'm a little worried that they'll put holes in the wall, but if they do it'll be their problem. On the pluses side, it looks like Housemate'll be out of town this weekend.

I'm finally trying to eat, even though it hurts like a bitch.

I'm really just generally off at the moment, from the nightmares, from the mouth problems, from the total lack of physical affection, from the unease about the housemate, from the not working recently...

When one is in pain, having to talk through it to defend gay marriage to one's ignorant housemate and friend doesn't improve things....

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I Cannot Hide What I Am

I must be sad when I have cause and smile
at no man's jests, eat when I have stomach and wait
for no man's leisure, sleep when I am drowsy and
tend on no man's business, laugh when I am merry and
claw no man in his humour...
I had rather be a canker in a hedge than a rose in
his grace, and it better fits my blood to be
disdained of all than to fashion a carriage to rob
love from any: in this, though I cannot be said to
be a flattering honest man, it must not be denied
but I am a plain-dealing villain. I am trusted with
a muzzle and enfranchised with a clog; therefore I
have decreed not to sing in my cage. If I had my
mouth, I would bite; if I had my liberty, I would do
my liking: in the meantime let me be that I am and
seek not to alter me.

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