Oct. 12th, 2005

bardic_lady: (october)
October 12 )


So so tired. I decided today that I'm dropping both my Classics minor and Latin. Now. I'll go in to talk to the prof tomorrow, hopefully it'll just be a pass-withdraw.
Of course, this has made me anxious all day, so my shoulders are in the general vicinity of my ears and they hurt like hell.
I should know better than to walk through the lounge when I know Tom is there. It only leads to distraction. Silly boy, sitting around with his shirt off...
bardic_lady: (needle in a haystack)
Latin is gone. He was incredibly sweet about it and told me that he envied the person later in my life who got to teach me more Latin. *blushes hard* And I feel a lot better. No Latin midterm on Friday is definitely something to celebrate, as is this new hour long break in the middle of my morning. And I get a withdraw/pass. Yay.
My shoulders are still sore but they're getting better, so that's good. I even almost didn't have to fight to stay awake in PCC this morning. Most excellent.

Think I'm going to nap here in the theatre office until Playwrighting. 'Cause naps are very very very good.
bardic_lady: (blow my mind)
Geoff and Peter's HUM120 seminar is going to provide me some excellent material for my independent study. Also, some hilarity.

It kind of annoys me that Jac is telling me that I shouldn't be writing what I'm currently writing. It's my writing. I can write what I want to. It's completely different than anything that I've written before and I like it. And since I don't actually think I'm channeling a dead girl, I'm not sure why I shouldn't write this ghost play that's flowing really well. *Sulks a bit*

On a completely different subject, a woman in Arkansas just had her 16th child and she's thinking about having another. W. T. F?
bardic_lady: (rising)
Kind of deeply unhappy right now. Like almost entirely. Not depressed, just really unhappy. Possibly guilty. It's Yom Kippur, the Day of Atonement, which I definitely thought didn't start until tomorrow at sundown. So, I'm fasting until sundown tomorrow. And it just doesn't feel right at all. I'm really not at all sure that I can even go through the ceremony of being Jewish right now, it feels uncomfortable. It seems inappropriate to be questioning a religion on the holiest day of the year in that religion, but it's making me think a lot. I probably shouldn't be alone right now, but that's the joy of living in a single...

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I Cannot Hide What I Am

I must be sad when I have cause and smile
at no man's jests, eat when I have stomach and wait
for no man's leisure, sleep when I am drowsy and
tend on no man's business, laugh when I am merry and
claw no man in his humour...
I had rather be a canker in a hedge than a rose in
his grace, and it better fits my blood to be
disdained of all than to fashion a carriage to rob
love from any: in this, though I cannot be said to
be a flattering honest man, it must not be denied
but I am a plain-dealing villain. I am trusted with
a muzzle and enfranchised with a clog; therefore I
have decreed not to sing in my cage. If I had my
mouth, I would bite; if I had my liberty, I would do
my liking: in the meantime let me be that I am and
seek not to alter me.

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