bardic_lady | Aug. 28th, 2005

Aug. 28th, 2005

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My refrigerator is moldy. Very moldy. As is all the stuff that was inside it. Including books and posters. I had to throw stuff out, so now I'm gonna need new posters. I'm ignoring the moldy edges on the stuff that can not be replaced. Grrr...And I can't find the cable that connects my computer to my stereo. And my boxes are still in the basement. I hate my life right now.

I Feel: aggravated

Have been sitting and hiding since discovery of mold. Wrote up my pre-read list for playwriting.

I Feel: unproductive
I Hear: Rosanna-Toto

Hate. Hateful hating hate. I hate me and my stuff and right now I hate books. Which tells you how far gone I am. My neck and shoulders are incredibly sore and I feel like I twisted something in my back. Ow. Ow. Ow. I have hauled everything I'm going to right now. All my pillows smell of crackers. I'm going to take a shower before my 6 o'clock meeting. I HATE.

I Feel: frustrated
I Hear: Baby Baby-Amy Grant

S	M	T	W	T	F	S
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2	3	4	5	6	7	8
9	10	11	12	13	14	15
16	17	18	19	20	21	22
23	24	25	26	27	28	29
30	31

I Cannot Hide What I Am

I must be sad when I have cause and smile
at no man's jests, eat when I have stomach and wait
for no man's leisure, sleep when I am drowsy and
tend on no man's business, laugh when I am merry and
claw no man in his humour...
I had rather be a canker in a hedge than a rose in
his grace, and it better fits my blood to be
disdained of all than to fashion a carriage to rob
love from any: in this, though I cannot be said to
be a flattering honest man, it must not be denied
but I am a plain-dealing villain. I am trusted with
a muzzle and enfranchised with a clog; therefore I
have decreed not to sing in my cage. If I had my
mouth, I would bite; if I had my liberty, I would do
my liking: in the meantime let me be that I am and
seek not to alter me.

We're Always Proving Who We Are...

Always Searching For That Rising Star...

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