Aug. 24th, 2005

bardic_lady: (dramaturg no fear)

Digital Robotic Android Manufactured for Assassination, Thorough Utility and Rational Gratification


Had blood test. Neither screamed nor fainted. Nice change.
bardic_lady: (what are you smoking)
Look, mum! I'm cool! )
bardic_lady: (not again starbuck)
The floor of my room is a disaster. I stripped my bed and all that stuff is all over my floor. And I have absolutely no inclination toward cleaning it up and making my bed like I should. Damn it. I've been procrastinating all day, I really can't put this off anymore, it's gotta be done by tomorrow. Patrick's coming for dinner. And my cousin and I are supposed to be going out with my aunt during the day, so it's really got to be done now. Fudge.
bardic_lady: (fingershine)
By request of the beautiful [livejournal.com profile] schiarire, a meme by [livejournal.com profile] wickedtrue.

I don't know who I am, but I know who I want to be when I'm around you. You are intelligent and beautiful and no matter how many times I try to turn away, I always turn back to you. I want to be able to give you what you most want, to be there to hold your hand. You shine and you always have, it seems like everyone sees it but you.

Everytime I see you, you've taken another step forward, even though it's scary and it means that things will change, you keep going. I've seen you upset and angry at the world and every single time it happens, I see you make the choice to keep going, not to let it drag you back. I wish I had that kind of strength.

Your smile would light a city block and it's a privilege to be able to see it. I'm not in love with you, but I could not love you more. You support me in what I want and you stand behind me no matter what I decide to do and that is the most spectacular gift I could imagine. Anytime I imagine the future, you're there, laughing and successful, doing exactly what you've always wanted, because how could you do any less? Every day, I discover something new and shining about you and my respect for you grows. For as long as you'll have me, I will be beside you, ready to support you in any way you ask.

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I Cannot Hide What I Am

I must be sad when I have cause and smile
at no man's jests, eat when I have stomach and wait
for no man's leisure, sleep when I am drowsy and
tend on no man's business, laugh when I am merry and
claw no man in his humour...
I had rather be a canker in a hedge than a rose in
his grace, and it better fits my blood to be
disdained of all than to fashion a carriage to rob
love from any: in this, though I cannot be said to
be a flattering honest man, it must not be denied
but I am a plain-dealing villain. I am trusted with
a muzzle and enfranchised with a clog; therefore I
have decreed not to sing in my cage. If I had my
mouth, I would bite; if I had my liberty, I would do
my liking: in the meantime let me be that I am and
seek not to alter me.

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